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Tra-oo-ma (and Episode 6!) choice podcast trauma vessel Sep 17, 2025

When I was 21, I published my second novel, called Invisible Me.

Some of you may have read it. It’s a novel about a girl who is selectively mute, an ...

Miss Understood ifs parts vessel Sep 16, 2025

Yesterday was one of those days where the only thing holding me together was coffee and the promise of bedtime.

Everything was wrong.
Appointment? Can...

Bread of Shame → Bread of Life (Vessel is open!) belonging emotions shame vessel Sep 15, 2025

Over Shabbos, while reading Rebbetzin Sarah Yehudit Schneider’s Dark Matters of the Soul, I stumbled on something that hit me hard, even though it sho...

Vessel Early Registration (and discount!) belonging vessel Sep 14, 2025

I spent this morning at the bris (circumcision) of my newest nephew. There’s something so profound about the feeling of welcome, the way we gather to ...

Mapmaking (and eipsode 5!) mapmaking podcast purge vessel Sep 10, 2025

It's Wednesday.

At least, it’s Wednesday for you. For me, it’s last Wednesday. I’m writing this email early, because by the time you’ll get to readin...

I'm Struggling podcast shadows vessel Sep 03, 2025

With my Yiddishkeit.
But aren't we all? Shouldn’t we all?

I was recently featured as a guest in an upcoming podcast interview and asked if I thought J...

I'm Fine. We're Fine. Probably. awkward hypnotherapy pause vessel Aug 27, 2025

So it’s Elul now. The month where the air changes, just a little, but you can feel it. The month where the King is in the field. Where we’re asked to ...

Authenticity vs. Integrity (and Episode 2!) azamra coaching podcast vessel Aug 20, 2025

These days, it seems like the healing world is obsessed with “being your authentic self.”

And sure, authenticity matters. But here’s the problem: my ...

When Ducks Turn to Dominoes (& Podcast Release!) human podcast self love vessel Aug 13, 2025

You probably know by now that I’m the kind of person who likes to have her ducks in a row.
All figured out.
Organized.
Structured.

The last few months h...

Grappling questions vessel Aug 06, 2025

It’s taken me twenty five years to finally admit in a public setting something my mother would have wept to hear me say as a teenager:

I know nothing...

Weaponized Wisdom guru healing podcast vessel wisdom Jul 23, 2025

I wasn’t planning to send an email today. I’m knee-deep in some very cool surprises that are coming your way soon and I didn't think there would be ti...

Can't Sleep, Can't Eat, Just Breathing azamra vessel May 15, 2025

It’s happening!

We haven’t even started Azamra yet and I’m already in that can’t-sleep, weird-dreams, slightly-sweaty-but-glowing state. Delirious wi...

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